I am Happy, there is nobody in this world that can take this feeling away from me. Not even that immature, iggnorant, piece of shit Justice he doesn't deserve the satisfaction of seeing me mad.
I'm taking advice from Gloria Gaynor and Taylor Swift
Gloria Gaynor: "I am what i am, i am my own special creation life's not worth a dam till you can shout out I am what I am "
Taylor Swift: "
I stay up too late
Got nothing in my brain
That's what people say
That's what people say
I go on too many dates
But I can't make them stay
At least that's what people say
I stay up too late
Got nothing in my brain
That's what people say"
They don't give a fuck, and that's the way I should be.
I can be fat, short, skinny, tall, a slut, a dick, a weirdo, anything as long as I love myself and love who i am. I have to be sure to have my happiness, pride, and dignity as well those are what is most important, it's right next your hope, faith and passion. You also have to have courage, strength and a good honest opinion if you're on your way to the top. If you know the meaning to all those words your half ways to finding out your own meaning of life.
It's nobody else's life but mine, i get to make the decisions in it. Not one soul can tell me i'm suppose to be like them, because i'm not, i can't be like anyone else i have to be a unique individual in my own little way. I might have had a few different boyfriends in the past, you wan to know why because i'm trying to find someone to love and i accomplished the goal and i'm so happy. I would have never been able to do it with out going on so many dates. I'm not going to care about the stuff i hear people saying about me, because I have much more important shit to be thinking about. In the end it only matter what you think, and a few words from a bunch of losers shouldn't even mess with the way you think about yourself.
I found someone who loves me for everything i am, and that was my only goal I had this year. I accomplised by not givving a fuck about those losers. if i can do it i'm sure anyone can ignore fuckers in life like the ones that surround me in mine.
I am currently doing okay even with all the bad situations i have myself in, because i have my love and encourages me to do better, supports my decisions, and gives me comfort. That is all that matters to me right now, but don't worry i still care about other things i'm not a complete idiot with my boyfriend i still have other priorities that matter as much as him only dumb girls act like their boyfriends are the only people they should be paying attention to, or the relationship they have is more important than anything else. He is my everything, and helps me with everyhting else. :)
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